my life….
i never opened up to anyone, i never let my heart open completely. there r questions that i have that i know will never get answered. the things that go threw my head cant b told to anyone. i will never forget that past, the u i fell in love wit. i never asked u to change ur body i fell in love wit u for u.. n i know u fell out of love wit me or im just not good enough.
i always hated love stories they’re just made up of lies…….
n i will write about whatever i want this is my tumblr, u dont like for fuck off
nothing will ever b the same
so im a monster ive got no one, ive got nothing left, so what next i was told to go kill myself which i mite do, i was called scum, i lost the only person that can calm me down from when im abou to freak out n apparently im the biggest piece to that they ever known i will destroy my bottle til i dont feel anymore what o i have to life for anyway….
n now im gonna try n forget the past that doesn’t, the ppl that want nothing to do wit my im gonna clean up, work, keep busy n b the strong person i was before this sick circle. ill tryn forget abou u too, cuz u have forgotten abou me. im gonna go b that person i was before this stupid drama filled circle broke me.
i will never open my heart again, to anyone ever being feeling-less is alot more easyer then this.. ive got the key to my heart n it willnt b easy to anyone to ever get it..